That sentence right there .
I Am Happy….
You know that moment if clarity that you get when it hits you? That sudden thought that brings a slight tear to the eyes. I had that. Several times in the last few weeks. I have worked hard for this moment. Making mistakes and bad decisions along the way that taught me to think differently.
I Am Happy….
I do not know how else to describe it. How do you put into words that feeling? I don’t think it is completely possible. I am not happy because of a person, or things. I have just really found my path in life. I have found my independence, I have found my passion. I am stepping outside of my comfort zones. I am raising my boys the best way I know how. I am paying my bills. I am working a job that I love. I am not doing all of this without struggle. But along the way I have realized that it is the struggle that makes you keep going, day in and day out. Without the struggle there is no accomplishment.
I Am Happy….
I have found myself. In all of this, I really have. My boys get a version of me that I was afraid they would never see. The stronger version that I held back for so long.
I Am Happy….
I am making plans for a future I never thought possible. One I am working extremely hard for. I have goals and I will meet them. I am confident in that.
I Am Happy….